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WHO I WAS, WHO I AM, WHO IM GOING TO BE?
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Sunday, July 06, 2008
2 years, 10 months, 4 hours since I came round. Yes, you might be wondering. Omg, why do I remember so clearly? To be truthul, that one incident marked a real impact in my life. I am certain and firm that the whole experience will be etched in me, always. It will hit me when I'm alone. The fact that my life was second to death, I went through a rough period, a time where nothing seemed to matter more to me than just lying on the hard mattres, staring into space, having no memory of anything, no identity of what had happened what I been through. Being a lively girl I used to be, with hopes and dreams I wanted to achieve - Everything was shattered on the 30th March 2006. "PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII BANG!" was all I could remember before snapping out of my senses, lying unconscious on the cold floor. Waking up and realizing I remembered nothing. Nothing seemed familiar, I couldnt even remember my mum - someone I love so much. This whole accident, I hope to wake up one day and notice I am still living a dream. Till this day, I cannot bring myself to accept all that I've been through. I want nothing of that sort to happen. Thank you to those who were there, reminding me of the important things I had in life, those which were dear to me. I still thank God that I pulled through it, with love and hope I realized I was not alone. This gave me enough strength and courage and up till this date, there is a tinge of regret burning in me. I shouldnt have drove that day.I shouldnt have rushed that day. I shouldnt have been in a mess that day.
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